He may
Come back,
But I won’t
Be here.
I’ll be
In the
English
Countryside,
Coming down
The long
Hill into
Kenilworth,
To walk
Among the
Blue-green
Fields,
Entirely alone.
He might call.
I won’t answer.
I’m in Paris,
Solitary
In the
Tuileries,
The taste
Of
Peaches,
Red wine
And luxury
On my tongue.
He will
Knock on
The door.
I’m not
At home.
He may
Speak out,
Yet I
Won’t hear.
I’m in
Amsterdam,
Smoking
Black Hash
With British
Sailors,
Laughing
At the
Absurdity
Of life.
Memories
Displace him,
Images
Crowd
Him out.
Wherever
He is,
I have
Left.
And I won’t
Return.